a miniature baking set, too precious to ever use
an Annie Oakley cow-girl suit with gun holsters but no guns
a brownie box camera to take photos of four grave children leaning
against an FJ Holden
a squeezable doll smelling of savon de bébé that would bleat Mama like a forsaken lamb
when tipped up-side down and shaken a little
a tall glass Chinese lantern, lugged up stairs by Billy’s best friend
whose hands now tremble as he smokes his last cigarettes
un portrait de famille painted in kindergarten, blotches of primary colour on a swatch of
calico, kept for thirty years in a bedroom corner
a Picasso lithograph of the Dove Of Peace left at an art restorers for seven years
two Dylan T-Shirts- one received and the other given to a brother on Christmas Day
a bottle of Bailey’s Irish Cream bought late Xmas Eve: an extended family joke
fluorescent, wooden earrings in the shape of parrots tipsily threaded
through reluctant ears
an origami sail-boat filled with hashish
a money-box in the shape of a crazed clown’s head that still sits
grinning on a dressing table
turquoise earrings from Saks Fifth Avenue given by a suitor
met at a luggage carousel in Tokyo; a gift-debt still unpaid
a boxed set of perfume –Romance– at the end of ours
un collier en or dropped on the office floor when we undressed
a red Santa soap on a rope
silver earrings in the shape of tiny figurines left abandoned on the table at Bay Tinh
herbal salts for sweet bathing
a jade-blue ceramic bird on a spring – that fell and broke its wing
Essential Poems – the Staying Alive Trilogy from a lover who wakes despairing at the
magpies’ welcome chorus
an i-pod to listen to Icelandic harmonies
no coffee spoons.