How could you dance through my Melbourne
kitchen when you were buried so long ago
in faraway Canada? A dolphin might as well
have swum up through the floorboards.
Is this how it works where you are or aren’t?
Plane you’re on clearly does not require land-
ing strips. You made me tearful this morning
so I told my not jealous partner about you.
You were never my girlfriend, just that girl,
that teenage friend back on prairie who knew
she was created for an even bigger stage,
while most were content to stargaze via TV
with wooden legs and bad reception.
So, you trained for it, did ballet as you waited
impatiently to jeté or jet out of Saskatchewan
where the arts, way back then, was a hobby.
Joni found her way to LA so it could be done.
You flew east to Montreal while I thumbed
west to deadend Vancouver hippiedom.
Most classmates found jobby jobs, married,
made kids but the unlikely few clung to their
Dream. I wonder who you might’ve become
if your lovely body hadn’t been discovered
broken in a freezing lane. Still, on this day
you pirouetted through what I assumed was
my space, as my bread became toast.
You appeared but didn’t speak or
acknowledge my presence.
It was as if I wasn’t there.