StylusLit

September 2018

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Three

By Felicity Plunkett

Three things in human life are important. The first is to be kind. The second is to be kind. And the third is to be kind. 
~ Henry James

 

          It is you who smooths the quilt over

          my sleep-shards, you

          who do not yet live here,

          but blaze silently. 

 

                                           

 

                    My hand in this injury, if not

                    in its stitching. 

                    Where do I look, if not

                    always to escape?

 

                                             •                                   

 

                                                  Compassion’s small font: words folded back

                                                  or care-drafted.

                                                  Needlekind, brine, witness

                                                  to both wound and cure. 

 

                                            •

 

Patiently, sitting on hospice bed- 

edge, you adjust 

the leaky cannula 

tune its little reed. 

 

                                            

 

                    Holding – not your all, yet, though you rest

                    your head against

                    mine – space. Be patient. Trust

                    stirring in the bud.

 

                                            

 

                                                  Triage dreams: sirens, emergencies

                                                  ordered, borders

                                                  unsealed. Always alone

                                                  when pain climbs to ten.

 

                                             

 

     The one who lost the most gives away

     more. A giving

     like soap to blade, salvaged

     hope, ocean-rope, gauze. 

 

                                             •

 

                    When you are in danger, who am I

                    with such small gifts:

                    a poultice of godless

                    prayer, mute infusion. 

 

                                              

 

                                                       Obscure calculus: abacus beads

                                                       falling like teeth.

                                                       And from your own torn mouth:

                                                       consolation, calm. 

 

                                             •

 

       The way that, when you knew, you didn’t

        break me again,

        instead, let fragile light

        settle while I spoke. 

 

                                              

 

                    Still more? Like bonus steak knives, this love:

                    where to put it?

                    Let me sweep the crumbs off 

                      the table. Let me. 

 

                                             •

 

                                                  You know how to hold space: strange physics

                                                  with me, without

                                                  need, demand: where mourning

                                                  ebbs, lives next to love. 

 

                                             •

 

     All threads in a weave of kin, all roots

     that take you down

     to glasswords sandbroken

     ground small beyond sound.

                                             

                                            •                             

 

                                   Where all tongues lose their language, all hands 

                                   let go, forget 

                                   force, put down their cudgels –  

 

                                   Where all that divides 

                                   us calculates its losses and I 

                                   am made to learn

 

                                   grace, in the place silence 

                                   breaks, bruises open 

                                   dark sails – I want to know one thing, try 

 

                                   to hold it, try

                                   again, to be kind, to

                                   be kind, to be kind.